happy cousins.

so sometimes i miss my family. but i love being here. so i complain about that tension an awful lot. and mentioned a few times that i really wanted one of my cousins, christopher, to come up here. but i cant afford to fly him out, he is a 19 year old with no money, and my family didnt seem too interested in sending him here. so basically ive been a big baby about that since december.

i really love my family, christopher in particular. and i also love my friends. i have THE BEST friends on the entire planet. and i have found them all in just a year. for reasons that are completely hidden and unknown to myself, my friends really love me. and really want to make me happy. and they are a success.

the best gift possibly ever recieved:







+ $300 for a planet ticket.

i am absolutely filled with gratitude that i have yet to figure out what to do with. i can tell from talking to christopher that he is immensely excited and his mom and dad say the same. he is registering for summer classes today and is going to get back to me so we can set some dates for his visit. i can hardly wait. expect a large summertime gathering at that time!!